My best friend had her baby this week. I’m incredibly happy for them, but so damn sad.
I finished my Crinone last Thursday. One week later and still no period. Why can’t my body do this? Every twinge in my abdomen makes me rush to the bathroom. Am I starting? Nope, false alarm.
Yesterday I went to my weekly acupuncture appointment and requested as many period inducing needles as possible. As she put the needles in she talked about how it is OK to not have children. She told me how lucky I am that Mr. Husband and I have such a rich, full life and that not having children would only allow other aspects to develop more. I know she was only trying to make me feel better, and that what she said had serious meaning, but it left me feeling that she thinks I’m a hopeless case. I would have cried, but had too many needles in my hands to have wiped away the tears.