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Fighting the urge

08/15/2011

Belle

My art skills are not what they usually are today. šŸ™‚

I have a box of pregnancy tests staring at me.

“Pee on me!” they cheer.

“No!” I snap.

“PEEEEE ON ME!”

“NOT going to!…. Well, maybe just one quick pee?”

I am fighting the urge big time right now. I go for my Beta on Thursday. I really don’t think I’m pregnant this cycle. My OHSS is fading quickly (which is good, and sad) meaning the HCG levels that would be in my body if a baby were there are, well, not. I have the tell-tale signs my period is justĀ aroundĀ the corner, too. My boobs hurt. My legs are swollen and tender. The skin around my waist is tender to the touch. I have a slight headache.

Tonight my mother-in-law flies in to visit for a week. I foolishly scheduled the beta for when she is here thinking that it would be so wonderful to celebrate with her when we get the positive result. What was I thinking?

I will pee on a stick Thursday morning before my beta so I have a chance to cry alone before she finds out. Until then, this box of plastic and litmus paper needs to simmer down. (And maybe this Belle needs to simmer down, too).

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  1. August 15, 2011

    Dooooooo it! I am so bad!
    You are waaaay stronger than I am girl!
    Looking forward to Thursday.. if you can hold out! LOL!

  2. Mo #
    August 15, 2011

    I have an unhealthy obsession with pee sticks. They make me believe I have magic pee, because they make lines appear. I’m going to chime in with the bad influence:
    JOIN US! JOIN US! JOIN US!

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