My nose is currently sucking all life out of my body. It seems I have a cold AND bad allergies at THE SAME TIME. It’s not fun, folks. My nose is running, my eyes are burning, my throat is killing me and I have a dry and terribly unproductive cough. I’m tired, achy and just plain gross to be around. It’s unfortunate. I think my personality might have been blown out of my nose last night, too. Today I feel flat, boring and not at all chipper. So I’ll leave you with a really brief post. Hopefully I’ll be back to my regular old self on Monday!
In regards to yesterday’s post: I talked with the Professor about the remaining embryo last night. He wants to save it. I’m paying the bill today for another three months and we’ll reevaluate in July/August. Honestly, I don’t think I can go through all this again. I don’t think I can handle more treatments. I don’t think I can handle more failures. If Chicken does not make it home, I just don’t think I’m strong enough to try again. I’m constantly in awe of the women who go through this cycle after cycle. I’m humbled by women who complete their families with left over frosties, even though they have already lived through the hell of infertility treatments once before. For now the maybe baby stays in the cooler.
Happy weekend, y’all. May everyone have beautiful weather, low pollen counts and dodge whatever plague I seem to have caught!